All is well :)

Everything went well yesterday at work! No one hit me in the head with a branch, pointed and laughed, flushed my bag down the toilet etc etc.. peeeeew... haha! Now I am a bit nervous about the pithch we (the new people, 3 of us) have to write over the weekend and then start using to the clients over the phone :-S Oh well... If I do screw up utterly and super bad I will learn from it xD

Other then that I have a big weekend coming up. Last Friday of the month and the co workers are going out for Friday drinks tomorrow. And the boss pointed at me and said something like "you watch yourself on Friday! We have some pretty straight forward blokes at the office" xD hahahahaha. Dangerous to be a Swedish blonde in this country I guess ;)

Saturday I have my house warming/job celebration party coming up! *cheer* Hope I see you there!

Now I need to get some breakfast, get my shovel and go to work ;)

Mwah!

New day, first day at work...

And this is the tarot card of the day. Promising? Breathe Jennifer... Ihhhhhhh Exciting! Good thing it is only a short week! House warming coming up on Saturday! Yaaaayyyy! Can't wait :D Now I am off to my job.. Shit shit shit.... :D

The Hierophant
Teachings and teachers coming into one's life. Possible marriage or partnership. Blending of two opposing points of view into one harmonious venture. Partnership in business. Possible new contracts. Traditions. Universal laws and traditions. Spiritual authority or counsel is needed. Seek esoteric meanings from events surrounding one. Servitude to a higher purpose or authority. Desire to perform good works. Divine wisdom. Blessings coming into focus. A benevolent authority figure that can be trusted for their counsel.

I cried today...

...For the first time in a very long time. Now this separation thing hit me and I realised that I am actually here, I am going to be here for a long time and I do miss people back in Sweden. I miss doing the crossword puzzle with my aunt and grandmother the most. Quite a silly thing maybe but those are the ones I met most frequently, so no wonder I miss them.

I think it all hit me cause of the nervousness about the new job at Marcus Evans. This is such a serious thing for me and life changing. So what if I break down again, like I've done before when I've started on something challenging? What if this wasn't the right decision at all? Then what?

Wow, being alone sure isn't healthy when you go in to these kind of self destructive thoughts. I just felt so lonely even though I am surrounded with wonderful people all the time over here.

Better just go to bed and try not to think about it too much!
Tomorrow is a new day and we are meeting up at the park to say bye bye to Lizzie. Stupid Lizzie for leaving, I like that girl! :D

Nighty night people!

I landed myself a job :D

Yepp! At Marcus Evans. My first real job really, with a potential to make big money and a potential sponsorship ;) Me likey loooong time! So I am starting on Wednesday next week :) I'll have a nice long weekend due to Australia day and then get to work! Earn some money and feel my brain growing! Sweet!

Yesterday Alex called me and wanted me to join her to do this theatrical dance session. So I was expecting it to be some really weird dancing! We got there and Alex paid my ticket since she wanted me to join her (CUTIE!). We came in a couple of minutes late so the stretching had started already. It looked good so we joined it! Then all hell broke loose and me and Alex just died from laughter! The dude leading the class was the smallest but biggest gay person I've ever met! hahaha! Jazz hands! Scooping, tango and hysterical twirls! hahahahahaha! Haven't been laughing like this in a long time xD But as I said to Alex, we were too good for that dance class, that's why we fucked up so bad! ;D It was funny and today I am soar in my belly from all of the good laughs :D Thanks again love for the experience. God knows what kind of class we will attend next time ;)

I had some nice couple of hours on Coogee beach! Was lying around just smiling, being happy and excited about life again! No more anti-depressants and I feel so good :D Think I did a pretty good job with the sunscreen too!

Tomorrow the Glebe market is on so me, Clare and Pete is going there to check it out! I so need a pencil skirt for work and some nice blouses! And a pair of pumps! Don't really have any working woman clothes :) And I do need a bead spread, I kind of miss mine from home ;D
would be swell to find an easel or something. I need to get painting again, miss it :)

Now me and Clare is having a calm evening at home. I am drinking a glass of "goon" ad we are in front of our computers listening to music :) sweet!

Wow.. Busy busy :)

Was awake for a long time last night and I woke up around 7 this morning. All because I am so nervous on my follow up on Marcus Evans! I've been doing research, written down what to say (over and over again), been reading the information (until I had a brain meltdown) etc.
Hopefully I will get it somewhat right! Hahaha! As long as I don't totally freeze up I should be fine! And being nervous is just a way of showing that you actually do care :)

So what else is new... I have three other job interviews to go to over a period of two days. One place called Zest (close to central station), one called AIDA (north Sydney) and one on Pumpkin patch (kids clothing store in Bondi junction). And I am not at all nervous about the one in Bondi since that is a store and not B2B based. I am better in person ;D

Other then that I just keep on looking for a job and I am looking forward to having a house warming either this weekend or the next :) Clare is home again and now we can finally be flat mates for real :D

Oh my I am off for a shower. I am only going to call Duncan at Marcus Evans but I still want to look somewhat good to boost my confidence ;D

Wish me luck people! oh my god.... Just 2 hours and 15 minutes left :-S

Glebe

So I am finally in Glebe in my own room and I am starting to feel like I actually belong here! :) Now I am just super excited about Clare getting back home tomorrow so we can hang out a bit!
And I have to admit that I am getting a bit terrified over the job interview at Marcus Evans tomorrow :O I know nothing about selling over the phone! And god do I hate interviews! Guess he must have liked me any ways since he woke me up Friday and I was just rambling on half asleep half awake. Hopefully I will get that job so I can get some money! Darn it I need money! Happy that I will get another salary from O'connor's the 25:th though. *peeeeeeeeeeew* Miss economical will survive this, fuck yeah! Now give me a job for gods sake :D hihi!

Had some nice chats with, Niklas, Therese and mum over Skype yesterday. And now I am looking forward to speak with dad at 10 this evening ( 12 midday Swedish time)

Will put some pictures up on the room and such as soon as I can find the recharge cable to my phone xD

Now I am going back to my studies about Marcus Evans! oh yeah...

Wa wa wiii wa!

Tomorrow I move in with Clare! :D All excited! Alex is being a doll, driving me over with my shit! sweet as! Now it is time for bed since it is 1:30 in the middle of the night :)
Have some serious job hunting to do when I get there so I have to look fresh and perky ;D

I am sooooo bad...

So, I feel a little bad.. Haven't updated this blog for a while. Me so soooooolllyyyy! :D But what do you do about the fact that you are super busy hanging around with funny people doing fun / interesting shit?

I am enjoying life, searching very intense for a job and I can't stop smiling! I have to admit that I am feeling a bit lonely from time to time though. I miss doing crossword puzzles at grandma's, hanging around with Niklas, Making foam bombs with my brother etc etc. I think i will be better of as soon as I move in with Clare though, she is just such a sweetie! :) Quite hard to do the Skype thing just yet also. Will get some kind of set time to log on every week though so that you guys can call me easier :D

Been doing some fun things this last week. Met up with my sisters X boyfriend yesterday at Bondi beach. Got some colour on this pale and somewhat fat body ;D Then we just hung out until the guys got persuaded by me to go to the Cross and visit a strip club xD hahahaha. That is just something you have to do when you are in Sydney :D

The day before that me, Alex and Pete went to Purple sneakers for some hanging out. I did feel a bit old around the young people so I called it a night pretty early and went back to Oatley :)

I've also had a nice evening / night with G before that. 2 people, 4 bottles of wine, drunk drunk drunk.. I have to warn you though.. Being on the beach getting dehydrated, not rehydrate, drinking wine and eating dodgy Thai food can make you feel very very sick! I almost fainted! It was terrible, never happened to me before! So now I drink like a fucking elephant instead! Never want to experience that almost fainting feeling ever again!

I think that is it.. For now any way.. Getting some grub in my belly and then I am heading off to the river for some quality time in the water :D

Talk to you soon!

xox

Baby Ben

Today we went to Susie and Rob to see baby Benjamin over a nice BBQ lunch. The baby was super cute and the lunch was great like always :) I think Pete liked his keg of Heineken a bit too much though x-D

Happy New year!!!!!

And so the new years eve was over and done with. I had a really nice time over at Alex boyfriends house in Kirribilly. And that means that we could easily go down to the Bridge like 15 minutes before the Fireworks started :D Hell yeah! Met loads of nice people! And the fireworks, wa wa wiii waaa! Fucking awesome! Went to see both the Nine o'clock ones and the ones at twelve of course :) The 13 minutes long Firework film clip I made is on facebook people ;)

The only bad thing about New years was the Oz dude that didn't understand a no.. So i had to make up a lie to make him back off! hahahahaha! Too bad the dude in the black and white shirt didn't get there earlier, Alex you know whom I speak of ;D yum yum!

The evening was nice and no one was super duper drunk which was nice. I like to have good conversations with people :) We had some sausage, booze and good company. What else do you need, really? :D

Me and Clare's brother went back to Glebe around 3.30 in the morning, cause we were knackered! And going back to Oatly wasn't an option.. Was nice sleeping at my future home :)

Now I am getting ready for bed and god am I going to have a good nights sleep!

Hope the weather is good tomorrow so that I can have my first swim over here. Not the ocean, but close enough! The river in Oatley will do better then nothing at all :D

Nighty night people! Oh and when you comment on this site, remember to write your name so I know who you are ;D

Daily tarot card

The High Priestess
Feminine wisdom encompassing three stages of the life cycle, Maiden, Mother, Crone. Wisdom that considers all things, all religions, all viewpoints. Openness to the world view without judgement. Divine truth. The letters B and J represent two columns, one black (Boaz), one white (Jachin), in the Temple of Solomon ? the wisest man of his time. Nothing is completely black or white. All things must be considered equally. A strong and wise female presence. Trust in intuition or gut feelings.


Quite interesting since the symbol on the bridge is the yin and yang this year :)