So. I have "failed" yet another time. But damn it I'm not giving up! The stupid bartender thought I was a drink guru or something even though I told him over and over that I couldn't make drinks but I learn really really fast when I am interested to learn. And I am.. I am starting to feel intellectually drained... Haven't learned much lately and that one night I worked in the bare gave me so much! I learned loads of stuff. Quite useless now it may seem but I think it might come in handy since I like working late nights. Another bar job might be an option to get the money I need to leave and start my life ;)
Ha ha, I'm not giving up my dream of getting back home. For all of you who don't know, Sydney is my home in my heart right now. That is how I feel and I just can't ignore that feeling and be satisfied with what I am given. I am taking what I want and I am never going to be satisfied with the normal living in the freaking hamster wheel!
I must sound a bit pissed of. Well I am... And I think that is exactly what I needed...
Screw you boring "ignorance is bless", screw you to "stick to what you know", And SCREW YOU stupid ass normal life!
No one and nothing takes a dump at me any more....
over and out...
