Canberra

Me outside the portrait gallery, waiting for Helene. And then a picture of Helene.



So. Today I went away with Chris, Sandra and their friend Lisa to Canberra over the day. Went up at 6 o'clock in the morning and at 6:45 we were in the car on the go!

They were going to see an exhibition at the national art gallery and I was going to meet up with Helene, G:s Mum. I haven't seen her since the Berry trip before I went back to Sweden so that was nice :) We had a nice cup of coffee and lunch at the National Library of Canberra, got a bit lost on out way to the toilet and was stereotype blonde xD

I had a lovely day and I hope that the birthday boy (Chris) had a nice day also!
So silly tired right now, going to wash my face and get some well deserved sleep soon :D

New years tomorrow and I am going with Alex (Chris and Sandra's daughter) to her boyfriends house in Kirribilli . Going to be sweet!

Hope all of you have a nice New years and talk to you next year!

xox


Helene and the birthday boy :)

Bondi Junction

Ahhhh, life is wonderful! I just came back from Bondi Junction! I spend the entire day over there walking around in those old stores me and Michaela loved so much :D I have to tell you something terrible though Michaela.... That store we loved so much on the second floor is gone :O The one opposite to that jewellery store we bought the 80's stuff in. Darn it what was the name of it.. SES! yeah that sounds right! But the 10$ store is still there so no worries ;)

Bought a cute dress with flowers on it, a hat, a red tunic with flowers and a piggy bank :) Oh yes I am going to save this time too :D

I had a lovely sushi roll lunch on a bench outside and those couple of minutes actually made my shoulders a bit pink :D

I have never been this exited about being alive ever :D

Alive and well :D

I am alive and well! And super duper happy! The trip was long and rough.. Especially when you had to wait in Frankfurt for 7 hours -_- But I survived all of the kids on the plane, the Indian dude sleeping on my shoulder, the stupid and snobby people working on the Etihad flights, the crazy turbulence, the jet lag and the rain here in Sydney. Yeah it has been raining on and off since I arrived. apparently some kind of left over rain from some tropical storm outside of Australia. But i don't mind, I am here and that is all that matters right now :)

I have my own room at aunty Sandra's, with a huge comfy bed and a TV :) These people are so nice and friendly! Awwww I love Australia!

Yesterday we had a BBQ in a park near Clare's house (My future flatmate). It was so nice, even if I was jet lagged as hell!! It was me, Clare, Sandra, Chris, Peter, Clare's dad and his wife, Charlotte and her two friends from Sweden. And to make the BBQ even better, Sandra and Chris got the important baby call they've been waiting on. Baby Benjamin was born and we were all very happy and exited :D

My jet lag is wearing off and I feel better and better every day and with every shower I take :D
So now I got the wireless working on my computer so I can start looking for a job again :)

So many things to do these following days: Getting a hold of a nice New Years eve dress, starting up my bank account again, cashing the tax back cheque, handing out some resumes, catching up with people that I've missed for such a long time and more!

Wow, don't know what else to say since I am super happy and just talking loads of bullshit right now. HIHIHI! Happy to be here and I can't wait to be Clare's flatmate. Too bad Charlotte is leaving though :(

Uh oh.. Jet lag is hitting me again.. Tired, must resist... no noooo.. zzzzzzz.. no i have to stay awake... ZZZzzz.. hmm maybe just a little nap ;D

Dying?

No I am not dying people. But my dad is acting like I am. Please don't.. I love you and I will talk to you often, more often now then I did the last time I was down under since I have my own laptop this time. And I don't think it matters if I live in Skåne or Australia, I would have seen you as much anyway.
Don't listen to much to what people say, look at what they do. If they Treat you like crap, just smile at their ignorance and know you are better then them, not sinking to their level. Do not blame others about your outcome in life, take the bull by it's horns and take charge of it again. I did and it is of course with a mixture of both happiness and sadness. I will have bad times throughout my life and so does all. But you decide how long you want the dark parts to be.
If life gives you lemons, make lemonade!
Love you!

Daily tarot

The Wheel of Fortune The wheel of fortune is turning in your favor. Many projects can now enjoy great success. Soon be time to reap benefits of what you are sowing. A cycle is continuing. Success. Unexpected luck. Happiness. Something new is emerging and will bring new and exciting energy. Opportunity. Have faith in what is happening at the moment. Divine forces at work to bring good fortune into your life. Trust in the cycle of life. Possible new money on the way.

Computer :)

Yepp. I bought a laptop today so that I can easily search for jobs down under, edit resumes and cover letters etc etc. 5000 swe kr. Superb.. Will transfer some films and such on to it before I go. Oh and music :) If you want something you have to get it yourself, just do it ;)

Oh crap...

I have a soar soar throat... And this is exactly how I felt before I got the flu.. what the hell. God do you really have to test me two days before my trip? like, really??
Oh well. Had my last day at work today and it was a bit painful since the throat was fucking me up a bit. And the fact that people are retards from time to time doesn't make it better. Some of the guests today were proper retards...But oh well. I made myself some nice tip :)
Now I am off to bed so that I can go up early tomorrow to get my flu shot. Hopefully I wont get sick by then.. gaaah.. Sydney Syyyyydney here I fucking come! :D

Bye Bye party tomorrow :D

Another day is gone. And now I only have one day left at O'Connor's before I leave :)
Feels really good, but as always you get a bit nervous to leave a secure income to risk it all in a country on the other side of the world. I've done it before and I will do it again :) I still have all of my Aussie friends and they are great!

Wa wa weeeeewaaa, I am so tired. Going to do some serious cleaning before people start to arrive at 7 in the evening. And man do I have some serious cleaning to do! All of the things I'm sorting out cause I'm leaving are lying around everywhere! Oh my my... And my mum is coming over quite early to put up some Christmas curtains also. I hate Christmas curtains but she wants them up so the house is all Christmassy when she moves in :)

Oh well, better get to sleep so I have the strength to do all of the cleaning tomorrow ;D

Soon..

Sooooon, so very soooooon!

The excitement is building up inside of me! But I can't really relax for some reason. I will be flying on my own, I have never done that. hmm... Hope I can find my way trough the hellish airport in Frankfurt though.. Oh my.. Here I go again, worrying about things I can not know anything about! I just need to stop it and still believe what my grandmother said to me; "everything will work out for the best".

I am now waiting for a Dexter episode, the last one of the season! Going to be soooo nice to finally see it!

And our dearest regulars on O'connors gave me my birthday present. 500:- ! I told him he was crazy, but you can not argue with an Australian I guess :D

Now it is finally time for the final episode of Dexter. Nighty night everyone!

Going under...

Down under :D You all know by now how insanely happy I am about this! But the thing is... I can't get it! I can't get the fact that I am actually going back there again. To the place where I was soooo happy :) Oh well, there was some down moments, but you can't appreciate the good moments if you don't have some down time too :)

All of the films and photos are finally up from the last time I was there with Michaela, so enjoy :D


And I want to thank Aunty Sandra and her family once more for having me on the 26:th until I can move in with Clare on the 13:th! You are angels! And the fact that you'll come and get me when I arrive is super nice and makes me so happy to have gotten to know you :) Wonderful people!


Oh well my tree is up and it looks pretty cute. Standing there with it's lights and candy canes :D Now I'm going to sort trough some clothes .. happy times ;)

Meeting Michaela :D

So... 7-8 months after coming back from Australia with Michaela, I finally meet her again! No she does not live miles and miiiiiles away, we have just been super lazy! hahaha! And the fact that she has been working loads, found a boyfriend and that I have been busy planning and working, doesn't make it easier to meet :)

It was however great fun to see her again! She got her Christmas present and birthday present. The "F*R*I*E*N*D*S" board game and a green top. She got extremely happy about the board game which I was hoping :D I also got my birthday present which was a chilli chocolate bar and a ermmmm umm... A drink shaped as a sperm :D hahahaha! Priceless, she knowns me ;)

We went to "Coffee house by George", had a salad each for lunch and topped it of with some latte and chilli chocolate! Superb! Loads of Australia talking, which isn't weird at all since we haven't met after the trip :)

FB now has loads of new photos and film clips from Australia, and that is great! Thanks Michaela!

Now I have to go get some things done before Niklas comes over to help me with some boxes in the basement :)

Talk to you soon! Over and out!

Christmas tree and gift wrapping!

Since I am in fact leaving on Christmas eve I thought that I might clean the house up a bit and put the tree up right now ! Otherwise it would really weird putting it up the day before I leave, no point in that! And I love Christmas trees, so why not enjoy it for a while :D And the gift wrapping is going pretty darn good to be honest. Just a few more to buy and then everything is bought and wrapped. I so hope I get a laptop.... PWEEEEEEEASE *looking extremely cute*

So now I am just going to drink my smoothie and then get going, maybe throw some crap out of the cellar when I am already there getting the tree. Hi ho, lets go!

It is really happening..

18 more days and then I will be on a plane to Australia. I have been longing, cried about it, tried and begged to get back and I am finally going back :D
Can't believe that it is true!
Someone better pinch me!
:D

Don't want this feeling to go away :D

This is sooo how I feel right now :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNlmn7vbXBQ


Who's to say
What's impossible
Well they forgot
This world keeps spinning
And with each new day
I can feel a change in everything
And as the surface breaks reflections fade
But in some ways they remain the same
And as my mind begins to spread its wings
There's no stopping curiosity

I wanna turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
I don't want this feeling to go away

Who's to say
I can't do everything
Well I can try
And as I roll along I begin to find
Things aren't always just what they seem

I wanna turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
This world keeps spinning and there's no time to waste
Will it all keep spinning spinning round and round and

Upside down
Who's to say what's impossible and can't be found
I don't want this feeling to go away
please don't go away,
please don't go away,
please don't go away,

is this how it's supposed to be?
is this how it's supposed to be?

Working, porn, video games... hahaha!

So what am I doing at the moment?
Buying things I need for my trip the 24:th ofc :)
But I am also working, working, working.

Thinking about having my going away party at the 19:th of December, what do you think about that people?
And then having some kind of Glögg (mulled wine) get together for my family and relatives.. hmmm... Guessing a FB invitation is coming up very soon ;)

Other then that I had a nice weekend! I was working as usual but I still managed to get some alcohol in me after work on Friday. It all ended up at an old schoolmate of mine, playing video games and drinking some beers :) Oh and he showed me that another old schoolmate is now making porn.. Yucky, nasty porn! None of the good stuff! She is pretty heavy and erm... nasty... :-S
Oh well I had a laugh about it anyway and then I forwarded all of the links to people ;D

Tomorrow I am going for some sushi with Niklas before I start working at 5. Money mooooney!

See ya folks ;)

Ticket :D

Oh yes, I did it! I bought the ticket today :D And I am super happy about it! So the 24:th of December I am leaving Sweden to go to Sydney. My home! hihi, well that's how it feels anyway :D
And the first one to take me to a beach will be my hero forever and ever! :)
I miss you all down there, especially you Clare!
Now I have to watch a movie or so to try to get a bit unexcited or something xD
Sydney, here I come!

Ahhhhhh :)

Well I am happy.. Happy happy!
Just the thought that I will be back in Sydney soon is making me a bit nauseous. Not in a bad way! :D
Been dreaming about Australia every single night now for about two weeks! Crazy... Last night me and my entire family on my mothers side went to visit Helena and her family over there. Even my grandmother joined us on the trip. My sister went of the train too early when going in to the city though too look at some shoes, so we lost her on the way xD Oh and Helena had adopted an Aboriginal boy. Clare was in it too! Me and her lived together and we had just bought a new painting for the wall and, for some strange reason, a bright yellow watering can! hehehe oh well... Guess it wasn't a true dream, but it made me all smiley and I felt like a pink fuzzy cloud the entire day today!
I am going to buy the ticket on Tuesday before I start working. Looks like I will be arriving in Sydney around 7.30 in the morning, the 26:th of Dec. I hope the prices hasn't changed xD So if anyone know that they can have a blonde swede over for a couple of days or so, don't hesitate to send me a message asap *wink wink*
Can't wait to move in with Clare in the middle of January :D wiiiieeeeee, good times!
And I am also very exited to see Aunty Sandra and Chris again. Bet they are all exited about becoming grandparents :D

God I just can't stop typing can I?? hihi happy :D
Me on the beach ;)

Dear Santa....

So what do I want for Christmas? Nothing that I can't bring to Australia I guess :)
The things I want most of all is:

A big and light suitcase.(since my last suitcase was like carrying a small elephant around, when it was empty!!!)

A laptop! So I can update the blog for the people back home, and the ones curious ofc ;)
Hmmm.... What else...

Data travellers! That is always needed! :D



That's it for now... Now I need to get up to fix something to eat, no matter how painful it is..

Why?

Why do I have to get the flu now? I just want to work my ass of to get my money sorted :(
And the fact that I can't remember that a truck hit me is out of this world.. My body is soar and my skin hurts.. It is times like these you wish you had a personal slave to do everything for you. Taam Poon, my Thai house maid, where are you?!
Back to the couch now, this was hard enough. Gah have to eat something too.. I hate this..

My tarot card of the day ;D

"The Eight of Wands
Stability has been regained and it is time to move forward with renewed interest and passion. You are almost at the end, do not lose focus now. Dig in and see it through. This is the right path and you are doing the right thing. Stability and Growth continuing. A possible speeding up of energy. Others cheering you on in support of your goals."

Crying out of happiness!

I applied for my 2:nd year working holiday visa this morning. And i got it approved a couple of hours ago! I am so fucking happy. Been crying for a while now and I can't stop smiling! Want to get back in the beginning of December, but I also know that it might be smart to stay and work over new years and christmas to get some money.
Help me people, what would you do?
Now all I need is a suitcase that doesn't weigh to much. And a laptop for christmas would be fucking awesome! *wink wink*
Ahhhhhhh! A job and a place to stay over there is something I really need right now. So if you can help me with that, do not hesitate to tell me :)
Boooom shakalack!

Desperate and pathetic?

Pernilla, Me and her uncle drinking at O'connors

It's been a while. I know, that is pretty crappy of me but I have been pretty busy working at O'connors getting my money for the ticket back home. But the thing is... Can I get home again? Looks like getting the second year visa is pretty hard :( And that is making me a bit stressed and of course sad. But I am not giving up! And Clare is there supporting me like always :D You are an angel love! And i so miss you and hope we will see each other soon again :)

So that was the desperate part, now to the pathetic.

Is it pathetic to think of someone all day long, longing for that person and hoping that everything will work out? God knows I would stop thinking about him if I could. And the thing is that it doesn't matter if he knows about it either since we said from the start that we aren't playing games. I don't play games, no need. I am the one I am and hopefully I will find that someone else whom will appreciate it and be a part of the future I am hoping for.

Now I just need to stop thinking that the world stops turning when I am not around and that everything is going to be the way I left it. But what would we be if we knew we were getting what we wanted all the time? I think we live on the hope of it turning out the way we want it to be. So yeah, I am not going to lie, I hope everything is going to turn out the way I want it when I get back but I am not going to be totally devastated if it don't.

I've been surprised before of what my life have been throwing at me. So hopefully another super cute, nice and wonderful guy will make me feel safe and secure again soon...



Me enjoying a warm autumn day, and me getting ready for a night out

Me and the girls taking pictures in the toilet xD

Häraff (Horaffe) Compilation

This is a Horaffe! And A Horaffe is a mixture between a Horse and a Giraffe hence the name.
In Swedish it is called a Häraff, which also makes sense since it is a mixture of the Swedish words for the animals: Häst & Giraff :D
The animal need to have a loooong neck like Giraffes and a smaller body. The two upper ones are made by me and Lisa, and the lover ones are done by Amy and Christy :)
You paint them wherever you want on the victims body when you are stupidly drunk! Enjoy!
I need to find more Horaffe pictures!

Ha ha ha I laugh at this!!!

So. I have "failed" yet another time. But damn it I'm not giving up! The stupid bartender thought I was a drink guru or something even though I told him over and over that I couldn't make drinks but I learn really really fast when I am interested to learn. And I am.. I am starting to feel intellectually drained... Haven't learned much lately and that one night I worked in the bare gave me so much! I learned loads of stuff. Quite useless now it may seem but I think it might come in handy since I like working late nights. Another bar job might be an option to get the money I need to leave and start my life ;)
Ha ha, I'm not giving up my dream of getting back home. For all of you who don't know, Sydney is my home in my heart right now. That is how I feel and I just can't ignore that feeling and be satisfied with what I am given. I am taking what I want and I am never going to be satisfied with the normal living in the freaking hamster wheel!
I must sound a bit pissed of. Well I am... And I think that is exactly what I needed...
Screw you boring "ignorance is bless", screw you to "stick to what you know", And SCREW YOU stupid ass normal life!

No one and nothing takes a dump at me any more....

over and out...

Update

Well i haven't been writing for a loooong time now, guess it isn't as fun when I'm not in Sydney reporting back to the family. Still feel like I have to update this site even though I am here in the cold northern country.
I am still looking for a job like a little freak! Went to test work at a bar but it seems like they weren't serious at all. Just short on staff or something like that during that specific night.. Grrrrrrrrrrr...
I am even looking for jobs in Australia. Guess I have to sort the ticket somehow if I land a job over there before I land a job over here. Time is just passing by soooo quickly, and all of a sudden the summer will be over and I will be a bit angry if I'm not on my way back.
Some people know the bad thing happening to me since my last report here, but it is not something I want to talk about just yet.
Been out meeting many new people which is great fun! I love socialising and getting to know new and fun personalities.
Feeling a bit tired and drained out today, but it will surely pass.
Off to have dinner with my X and his "fake" dad tonight. Will be nice. Chatting and having a nice glass of whine.
Take care people and remember that everything will be fine. It just takes different amount of time from person to person to heal the same damage..

Some photos

Me and my aunt on my birthday, soooo rainy... A "kladdkaka" I made, Claaaaaare want a bite? ;)


My brother on his graduation day. . Me and Lisa on my birthday party

The now half famous Häraff :)

With so many people to love in my life, why do I worry about one? But you put the happy in my ness, you put the good times into my fun.

I just had a conversation that made me cry.. Once again.. Why can´t the people you really like a lot be happy? Guess there are some people that have been asking themselves the exact same question when I have been wanting to give up and just lay on the floor staring in to a wall or a ceiling..

So... Why do we keep doing the things we actually feel bad about doing? Especially if we know what we want? Are we just lazy, narcissistic, afraid? Especially when it comes to love. What the hell do you do when you finally dare to tell someone how you feel and that person doesn't feel the same thing?

I've started to doubt myself, which is one of the most stupid things to do ever. Why do I really want to go back to Sydney, is it because I WAS happier there or is it because I THOUGHT that I was happier? Did I want to believe it so much so that it actually became true?

Can you actually trust someone completely, ever? Think about it, someone helped you when everything was falling to pieces. Someone was thinking about you before they thought of themselves. Someone made you feel good about yourself even though you felt like shit. Someone made you happy and made you forget about your problems, if only for a while. Someone made you feel butterflies in your stomace...Can you believe that person then, that their intentions are true? If that person explains things with the same words as you do, then yeah, I think so. God I'm not making any sense am I??? Guess that's because I just now found out something that I really didn't think that I actually did feel.. I shouldn't doubt my feelings and intentions... I should go for it and try... Even if I get rejected and meet loads of problems. At least then I don´t have to wonder what would have happened if I had the guts to do it....

I'm going back to Sydney, even if I have to sell one of my kidneys.. Cause even if I really just believe that I am happy over there, I'm happy. I will never be alone like many can think, cause there are a bunch of wonderful people over there that actually cares about me, show up when they say they will, pick me up when I am down, tell me the truth without sugar coating it, help me with meaningless problems, listen to my meaningless thoughts, laugh with me and cry with me... Hope you know whom you are, otherwise I have to tell you more often how happy I am that I met you guys :) The truth is a powerful thing and lying never works in the long run..

I have to believe my dead grandmother.. Everything will be all right...

*Sigh*

It´s always darkest before the dawn... I still believe in that and I hope that I can find some peace after all of this crap is over. I am pretty sure that I can actually be happy in Australia since people are more like me. And I don´t have to be cold, lonely or bored. The sun will keep me warm and the amount of people living there will always keep me busy so I don´t have time to think about annoying, stupid stuff.
Sure, you sometime wish that your life was a perfect fairytale. But if everything was perfect we would not appreciate it as much. Still wish my prince charming would realise whom he is and just get over here and sweep me off my feet. I am more then ready ;)
Oh well, in the meantime I am trying to figure out what to do about the job situation. I´m doing my best, really..... And during the time that I am still unemployed I´m painting, writing lyrics, go for a jog etc etc.
Hopefully I will be happy enough to endure the time I am here in Sweden...
Well it is my birthday tomorrow and my birthday party on Saturday, so hopefully that will cheer me up :D

That's all from me folks, for now anyways ;)

Home again..

Since you all know that I didn't want to go home I don´t have to say that again huh? ;D
But I have to say it was nice to see everyone again. But the thing is, when I did see everyone again it felt like I havn't even been gone.. It is soooo wierd! I thought I would feel different about it but not really. Nothing has changed and everything is the same way as I left it.
God I don´t know, I am still so confused and it feels like the trip to Sydney only was a dream, kind of...
Confused...
And all I know now is that I have to get back, as soon as possible. Going to find a job and work my ass off so that I can go back in August or September. Get my 2 year Visa and just stay there as long as I can..
I miss my Aussie friends already, all of them! their lovley personality and friendly manners. Me miss you long time :)

Soooo all I need to do now is to work my ass off, simple huh? hahaha, then maybe I can get back to the most wonderful time of my life again.

I still have some photos from my skydive to upload here and some videos, but I will do that as soon as I feel normal again from the jetlag :D

Talking about jetlag, I think I did good staying awake. Fell asleep at 11 o´clock yesterday and slept until 10 this morning, pretty good eeeeyyyyy. And I was only sleeping for like 3 hours on the plane from munich cause I tried to flip the aussie time to the swedish one right away. Crap I was tired when I finally fell asleep yesterday :D

Today I went to register at the unemployment ermmmm thingy.. hahah. and I also bought a pair of jeans so I wont freeze my ass of in this cold country.. god I am tired...

btw! I hope my Oz friends plan to take a trip to sweden around the 4:th of June since my birthday is at that date ;D

See you soon guys!

Sverige!

Hemma igen i Sverige efter 5 månader på flykt.. Kom hem igår vid 12 tiden och möts upp av mor,far,syster och mormor,Js familj och blommor och banderoller! Vi fick till och med en äldre man att börja gråta så fint var vårt välkomnande!

Efter att ha rest i ca 30 timmar så känns allt hel knas,kom hem och fick träffa alla djuren efter så lång tid och äta riktigt god mat!(Grillat) Men självklart blir det även mycket knas i kroppen efter att ha förflyttat sig tillbaka från andra sidan jorden, det mina vänner kallas Jet-lag, vilket jag tror att jag har fått en släng av. Klockan är nämligen 5.25 på morgonen och jag la mig kl 8pm i går för att sussa..

Ville bara varna alla nära och kära om att jag är hemma nu och kanske står jag helt oanmäld på din tröskel snart och knackar på, för jag saknar er så!! :)

Hej da!

Sista inlagget fran andra sidan jorden skulle jag tro.. Helt knas att det redan har gatt 5 manader! Fattar inte att jag skka aka hem till Sverige i morgon! Vill bade stanna och aka hem. Sjalvklart vill jag aka hem for att traffa alla er gulliga filifjonkor dar hemma men stanna for att jag hade ett bra jobb och riktigt roligt nu pa slutet. Melbourne var ju helt galet kul! Och jag har festat pa ordentligt senaste veckan, haft sa roligt som mojligt.

Var pa AFL igar, Aussie Rules, typ en blandning mellan Rugby och Amerikansk fotboll(?), det var helt okej, drog dit med Sean,Tom och Mark. Gillar inte nar man skaffar sig skona vanner precis innan man drar hem, "det var val sjalva fan"(citat mig sjalv och nu ocksa Jennifer, det smittar av sig pa den man bor med hur den andra ar ganska latt...tro mig:D)

Ikvall ska jag bara ta det lugnt hos Seans place med fullproppat med irlandare. Sa, who am i kidding, ta det lugnt med dem i huset.. haha, eller hur!

Ater till att vi aker hem i morgon, det kanns valdigt tugnt, men ska bli kul att starta det nya jobbet och traffa er alla igen, ses om nagra dagar gullungar!

Havn't really gotten it yet.. I guess..

Before I start yapping on about not wanting to go back to cold and dark Sweden I have to say that I have skydived! And I loved it! Hopefully I get to do it when I come back. I say when cause somewhere I know I'm going to. You only get a WHV once, maybe twice if you are extremely lucky.. So yes I am coming back and I will do whatever it takes to get the second year visa :)

I had to say bye to Clare yesterday and it felt a bit weird since I cant really get that I am going back... *snickers* ohhh well, as Arnold would have put it; I will be back ;D ohh and she got me this really cute kiwi birdie to attach to my charm bracelet :) I love you babe and I know you know it, I am going to miss you terribly!

It seems like I am off to eat lunch now with Sto and his friend sooooo, have to go I guess, see you soon all!

oh and there will be pictures up from the skydive and the last weeks later on :)

Melburne!!

Resan ar inte over an, aker tillbaka till Sydney i morgon, men vilket aventyr det har varit! Helt klart en av dem basta tripperna i Australien. Jag alskar Melbourne! Om jag kommer tillbaka till Australien sa ska jag definitivt tillbaka hit, underbara stad! Har festat 2 dagar i rad, varit pa Grand Prix(F1) och sett The Who!

Idag sa har jag varit pa Great Ocean Road och jag lovar att det kommer komma upp bilder, for det ar obeskrivligt vackert! Ar inte ens lika vackert pa bilderna som det ar i verkligheten.

And this is for a really lovely girl: Kate! Thank you so much for having me, and my friend(...) at your house and taking care of me. You are a star and one of the nicest, funniest and most lovable girls I have ever met! Cant describe better how much it means to me, but just so you know, i am very grateful!

Kommer snart tillbaka hem och det ar verkligen med blandade kanslor, har verkligen fatt en inblick i ett helt annat liv som jag gillar. Far se vad som hander har nast.

PUSS!

hmmmmmm :-/

I think all of this wanting to stay crap is giving me insomnia. Can't sleep at all! up reading all night. Think i drifted off for about 2 hours last night but that ain't enough! hmmmm... It's a good thing that I had a great weekend at Becks house and that I could sleep pretty well there, but that might be the fact that I had a shoulder to sleep on :)

As i said, the weekend was really nice! Becks family is just lovely! And the house! So nice! Huge resort looking place, with a pool :D

Going to tell you more about it later on, now I think i am off to do the tax back piece of shit!
And to book a thing I have been wanting to do for a looooooooooong time ;)

Ohh and don't get me wrong, i do want to get back to see you guys, but I do love it here, loads!

Mindre an 2 veckor kvar!

Hej allesammans! Sitter ater igen pa cafet efter en hard dags arbete(hehe 3 timmar). Det later kanske som en piece of cake, men efter jobbet var jag tvungen att springa runt halva staden, och halva Sydney kanske ar som Stockholm ganger 1 miljon! Kandes det i alla fall som. Men i alla fall, jag var tvungen att springa omkring som en guttaperk(?) for att hitta skatteverket. Sa jag far tillbaka min skatt. Och vips sa fick jag hjalp av varldens snallaste dam,inte. Hon gjorde typ narr av mig for att jag inte forstod, men skit samma, skatten ar pa vag hem till Sverige och jag kanner att jag har gjort mitt.

Har bara 2 arbetsdagar kvar nu, kanns lite sorgest att lamna min chef Steve alldeles ensam, nu tanker ni sakert att han inte ar ensam for att det var ju en annan tjej som faktiskt jobbade med mig(Sally). Och det stammer, bara det att hon har fatt ett annat jobb som ger henne 40 timmar i veckan! Tjohej for henne men inte for chefen. Han forsoker som vanligt vara positiv och sager att han ger alla hans tjejer tur i och med varsta varldskrisen som pagar, eller vad man nu ska kalla den...

Var hemma hos Clare igar for middag med henne,Liz och Jen. Alltid lika roligt! Var kanske sista gangen i varldshistorien som jag traffade Liz :(

I helgen blir det fullt os for min del, jag ska hem till Auntie Sandra och Chris med Clare pa fredag for "the final dinner". Kommer bli jattemysigt! Hem ganska tidigt for att pa lordag morgon aka till Kirribilli(Norra Sydney) och salja klader hela dagen, money money money! Sedan efter att ha plagats/tjanat pengar, sa ska jag kasta mig till flygplatsen for att flyga till Melbourne! Ska bo hos Kate, en av tjejerna jag traffade pa Fraser Island och det kommer bli superbra! Det ar jag saker pa,"Det blir vad man gor det till" - Och jag tanker fasiken gora det valdigt bra!

Promenerade runt i Sydney en Mars eftermiddag

See you guys sooon! :)

A weekend away :)

Looks like I am finally going to do something *cheer*
I am going to Becks this weekend to stay at her house, and i must say that it sounds awesome :)
Going there either tomorrow or on Friday depending on the boys. G, Sto and Brent that is. On Saturday there is some art exhibition in her store that we are invited to and that is going to be great fun! And yeah she also have a pool and a great viev ;D


What else... Going away with Sto the last weekend I am here. He is playing some memorial game for his friend that passed away, if I remember it correctly. And hopefully I will be able to do the skydive that I have been longing for :D

Other then that I don't want to go home since I don't know if I will ever be able to come back ever again.. I am working on that right now and if everything works out the way I hope it will then I'll find a solution to it and can come back in October or November.. I mean, I love this country and the fact that you can get to the beach so easily on your days off or after work.. *sigh*

I mean who wouldn't miss this viev?

Enmansflygning..?

Hellu alla vanner! Hur har ni det? Har ar det toppen! Fortfarande underbart vader. Ska nog till stranden i morgon. Kanske forsoker lura med mig froken Windahl.

Jag jobbar pa pa cafet, lart mig en hel del som jag kommer ta med mig hem. Och da menar jag inte bara olika kaffegrejsimojser, utan allt som har med livet att gora. Later lite knasigt av att jobba pa ett cafe, men skit samma, det stammer ju! Om en vecka sa aker jag till Melbourne, ska traffa tjejerna jag traffade uppe pa Fraser. Kommer bli jattekul men tyvarr mormor sa lyckades jag inte lura med mig Jennifer, sa det blir en enmansflygning. Ska forsoka ta mig ivag till Great Ocean Road och se lite annat skoj! Kommer bli toppen!(Googla Great Ocean Road, mycket vackert)

Dags for mig att kila vidare ut i det fina vadret, snart ar jag hemma folks! Blandade kanslor men kanns lite konstigt att om mindre an 3 veckor sta pa svensk mark igen..

En mycket vacker bild pa mig, troligen kom jag pa att vi snart ska aka hem..

Comedy night, Birthdays and a whole lot of sweedes!

Well this is our new beach where we hang out most of the times, Bronte. Beautiful eyyyy?

Since Christo had to go to London for a funeral the Rhys Darby comedy thing we were going to together with the others was a bit messed up, but cute as he is he gave Michaela his ticket :) We had a nice evening and laughed loads!

Clare had her birthday party too. Me and Michaela went straight from the market where we sold Christos friends clothes. Was kind of fun to be honest :)
We were a bit tired but we soooo wanted to celebrate the bestest Clare in the whole wide world! :D
And what to say what to say, there were more swedes at that party then there was Australian people!! 6 swedes!

And to wrap things up, we went out yesterday "celebrating" st Patricks day. Well not really celebrating but you know, had a couple of beers :D

hmmmm

well I can say that we went to mardi gras. was fun :D

And I can also say that I can't find a job even if my life depended on it!

Were at Clares house yesterday and had som yummoooo snapper she cooked. god that was nice!

what else... hmmm...

yeah.. I miss Christo, get your ass back from London! :)

4 veckor kvar idag!

Ja ni mina vanner. Har sitter man pa cafet annu en gang och bara har det bra. Jobbade 3 timmar idag, sa jag drar in pengar sa det racker till hyran i alla fall och det ar gott nog! Har fatt borja hjalpa till och gora sjalva kaffet nu, inte bara sta och se sot ut. Nej nu far man anga mjolk och rora ner socker och grejer ska ni veta. Kommer vara varsta baristan nar jag kommer hem.

Jennifer ar pa arbetsintervju idag, som cocktailwaitress pa ett hotell i city. Hall tummarna!

Var inne pa Aftonbladet for att kolla laget i Sverige(brukar gora det nar jag kanner att jag vill aka hem, da ar det bara att lasa om det snuskiga vadret sa stannar jag sa garna har). I alla fall, sa idag nar jag var inne sa sag jag den har artikeln(http://www.aftonbladet.se/nyheter/article4595565.ab) om ovader i Australien! Helt galet! Jag har varit pa Fraser Island med Harry och David och nu sags det vara den varsta stormen pa 30 ar dar. Laskigt.

Idag ar det exakt 4 veckor tills jag och Jennifer lamnar Sydney och Australien och sjujakla aventyr bakom oss. Mixed feelings om man sager sa, jag kan tanka mig att aka hem och Jennifer vill stanna. Klart hon vill, hade jag ocksa velat om jag hittat karlek.

Blue Mountains