Everything went well yesterday at work! No one hit me in the head with a branch, pointed and laughed, flushed my bag down the toilet etc etc.. peeeeew... haha! Now I am a bit nervous about the pithch we (the new people, 3 of us) have to write over the weekend and then start using to the clients over the phone :-S Oh well... If I do screw up utterly and super bad I will learn from it xD Other then that I have a big weekend coming up. Last Friday of the month and the co workers are going out for Friday drinks tomorrow. And the boss pointed at me and said something like "you watch yourself on Friday! We have some pretty straight forward blokes at the office" xD hahahahaha. Dangerous to be a Swedish blonde in this country I guess ;)Saturday I have my house warming/job celebration party coming up! *cheer* Hope I see you there!Now I need to get some breakfast, get my shovel and go to work ;)Mwah!
And this is the tarot card of the day. Promising? Breathe Jennifer... Ihhhhhhh Exciting! Good thing it is only a short week! House warming coming up on Saturday! Yaaaayyyy! Can't wait :D Now I am off to my job.. Shit shit shit.... :D
The Hierophant 
Teachings and teachers coming into one's life. Possible marriage or partnership. Blending of two opposing points of view into one harmonious venture. Partnership in business. Possible new contracts. Traditions. Universal laws and traditions. Spiritual authority or counsel is needed. Seek esoteric meanings from events surrounding one. Servitude to a higher purpose or authority. Desire to perform good works. Divine wisdom. Blessings coming into focus. A benevolent authority figure that can be trusted for their counsel.
...For the first time in a very long time. Now this separation thing hit me and I realised that I am actually here, I am going to be here for a long time and I do miss people back in Sweden. I miss doing the crossword puzzle with my aunt and grandmother the most. Quite a silly thing maybe but those are the ones I met most frequently, so no wonder I miss them. I think it all hit me cause of the nervousness about the new job at Marcus Evans. This is such a serious thing for me and life changing. So what if I break down again, like I've done before when I've started on something challenging? What if this wasn't the right decision at all? Then what?Wow, being alone sure isn't healthy when you go in to these kind of self destructive thoughts. I just felt so lonely even though I am surrounded with wonderful people all the time over here.Better just go to bed and try not to think about it too much!Tomorrow is a new day and we are meeting up at the park to say bye bye to Lizzie. Stupid Lizzie for leaving, I like that girl! :D Nighty night people!
Yepp! At Marcus Evans. My first real job really, with a potential to make big money and a potential sponsorship ;) Me likey loooong time! So I am starting on Wednesday next week :) I'll have a nice long weekend due to Australia day and then get to work! Earn some money and feel my brain growing! Sweet!Yesterday Alex called me and wanted me to join her to do this theatrical dance session. So I was expecting it to be some really weird dancing! We got there and Alex paid my ticket since she wanted me to join her (CUTIE!). We came in a couple of minutes late so the stretching had started already. It looked good so we joined it! Then all hell broke loose and me and Alex just died from laughter! The dude leading the class was the smallest but biggest gay person I've ever met! hahaha! Jazz hands! Scooping, tango and hysterical twirls! hahahahahaha! Haven't been laughing like this in a long time xD But as I said to Alex, we were too good for that dance class, that's why we fucked up so bad! ;D It was funny and today I am soar in my belly from all of the good laughs :D Thanks again love for the experience. God knows what kind of class we will attend next time ;)I had some nice couple of hours on Coogee beach! Was lying around just smiling, being happy and excited about life again! No more anti-depressants and I feel so good :D Think I did a pretty good job with the sunscreen too! Tomorrow the Glebe market is on so me, Clare and Pete is going there to check it out! I so need a pencil skirt for work and some nice blouses! And a pair of pumps! Don't really have any working woman clothes :) And I do need a bead spread, I kind of miss mine from home ;D would be swell to find an easel or something. I need to get painting again, miss it :) Now me and Clare is having a calm evening at home. I am drinking a glass of "goon" ad we are in front of our computers listening to music :) sweet!
