Dear Santa....

So what do I want for Christmas? Nothing that I can't bring to Australia I guess :)
The things I want most of all is:

A big and light suitcase.(since my last suitcase was like carrying a small elephant around, when it was empty!!!)

A laptop! So I can update the blog for the people back home, and the ones curious ofc ;)
Hmmm.... What else...

Data travellers! That is always needed! :D



That's it for now... Now I need to get up to fix something to eat, no matter how painful it is..

Why?

Why do I have to get the flu now? I just want to work my ass of to get my money sorted :(
And the fact that I can't remember that a truck hit me is out of this world.. My body is soar and my skin hurts.. It is times like these you wish you had a personal slave to do everything for you. Taam Poon, my Thai house maid, where are you?!
Back to the couch now, this was hard enough. Gah have to eat something too.. I hate this..

My tarot card of the day ;D

"The Eight of Wands
Stability has been regained and it is time to move forward with renewed interest and passion. You are almost at the end, do not lose focus now. Dig in and see it through. This is the right path and you are doing the right thing. Stability and Growth continuing. A possible speeding up of energy. Others cheering you on in support of your goals."

Crying out of happiness!

I applied for my 2:nd year working holiday visa this morning. And i got it approved a couple of hours ago! I am so fucking happy. Been crying for a while now and I can't stop smiling! Want to get back in the beginning of December, but I also know that it might be smart to stay and work over new years and christmas to get some money.
Help me people, what would you do?
Now all I need is a suitcase that doesn't weigh to much. And a laptop for christmas would be fucking awesome! *wink wink*
Ahhhhhhh! A job and a place to stay over there is something I really need right now. So if you can help me with that, do not hesitate to tell me :)
Boooom shakalack!

Desperate and pathetic?

Pernilla, Me and her uncle drinking at O'connors

It's been a while. I know, that is pretty crappy of me but I have been pretty busy working at O'connors getting my money for the ticket back home. But the thing is... Can I get home again? Looks like getting the second year visa is pretty hard :( And that is making me a bit stressed and of course sad. But I am not giving up! And Clare is there supporting me like always :D You are an angel love! And i so miss you and hope we will see each other soon again :)

So that was the desperate part, now to the pathetic.

Is it pathetic to think of someone all day long, longing for that person and hoping that everything will work out? God knows I would stop thinking about him if I could. And the thing is that it doesn't matter if he knows about it either since we said from the start that we aren't playing games. I don't play games, no need. I am the one I am and hopefully I will find that someone else whom will appreciate it and be a part of the future I am hoping for.

Now I just need to stop thinking that the world stops turning when I am not around and that everything is going to be the way I left it. But what would we be if we knew we were getting what we wanted all the time? I think we live on the hope of it turning out the way we want it to be. So yeah, I am not going to lie, I hope everything is going to turn out the way I want it when I get back but I am not going to be totally devastated if it don't.

I've been surprised before of what my life have been throwing at me. So hopefully another super cute, nice and wonderful guy will make me feel safe and secure again soon...



Me enjoying a warm autumn day, and me getting ready for a night out

Me and the girls taking pictures in the toilet xD